a new chapter

im not going to talk about recent past events. if you are close to us...you know what happened. we could be upset about it and do the many vindictive things that i find myself fighting out of my thoughts; but i believe it all happened for a reason. God doesn't bring you too anything, that he isn't going to bring you through. so, here we are, starting a new chapter in our lives. almost five years ago, we went to a fertility specialist, finding out a big cause of our fertility issues. with the procedure required to possibly overcome this issue; it was put off. we have made the decision to continue our journey to start our own little family. my first doctor's appointment is in december. this appointment is for weight loss and my PCOS. in january, we have an appointment with our fertility specialist. at this time, with all the amazing technology we now have, we have several options. the procedure [mentioned above] has over a 95% success rate; however, we wouldn't want to fall into the 5% that has an unsuccesful procedure....so, we perhaps will probably go with either sperm adoption or embryo adoption. either way, i am so excited. we have been together 10 years, this month. we have wanted to have children for so long...my longing to be a mother is stronger every day. so, here is to our new adventure, hoping it will be successful and healthy. hoping it will be a wonderful adventure. here's to our new chapter in life.